Friday, January 29, 2010

Im So Hard

Ah Yeah Yeah Yeah!

Yes im back on my Rih-Rih sh!t :-)

Imma keep this one short and sweet. I like hard. I luv even harder. It doesnt take much for me to figure out if I wanna kick it with you or not. I dont know if I believe in luv at first sight, but I do believe in chemistry and sparks. And because of that, I dont waste time dealin with people I have no connection with. On the other hand, although rare and far in between, once having given my biggest connections a chance, it didnt take long for me to fall, hard. This can be a bad thing, but because I can count on one hand the guys who have had that impact, Im glad to have experienced that type of feeling.

Now, although it was all amazing and wonderful and I couldnt have been more happy, I also realize how once things began to fall apart, and I made my mind up, I was done. It didnt matter how much I once loved or liked them; once I had enough of the nonsense I shut down. Most women hang on to bad situations because they want to. They believe things will change. Contrary to popular belief, it has nothing to do with anything the guy says or does to keep her around; its solely because she wants to. And when she decides she does not want it anymore, it's pretty much over. That's how a guy can say and do whateva and a bish wont budge.

This doesnt mean the feelings just go away or that she doesnt wish it could still work. She just stops putting forth the effort and you are no longer a priority. How can I be all about you last week and then not even answer my phone this week? Simple. Because I was always in control of my emotions and my actions. I did what I did because I wanted to. And now that I dont want to, I wont. :-)

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